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PERFECT SELF LYRICS

LEAVE(BACK UP)

this won't be what you want to hear
coming from me
I'm tired of hiding my hate inside for you
I can't take it all right now
I htink you should

just stay away, get away, run away
so far away, that you'll never gonna
see me
You don't want to face the reality
that you'll never be nothing more
nothing less to me

back up, back off your always pushing me
Back up Back off you right on top of me
get out get our get out
what do you want from me?
the hate inside of me
you bring it out of me

So beautiful you're confusing me
it's hard to let go
How did I make it this far away from you
I've heard all the lies that wont
come true
i wish you would

(pre chourus)
(chorus)

go on get out- go on get out
Why are you always pushing me?
What you should do- What you shoul do
Is leave

(pre chourus)
(chorus)

Do you feel like everyone else feels

 

DON'T BE AFRAID

you don't like them steppin on you
you don't like they make fun of you name
you don't like they tell you what to do when
you just try to fit in
and they're all laughing
you're left there standing
don't know what to do

when you feel hurt and afraid
don't show it bothers you
don't give yourself away

eyes keep closing
and your mind exploding
and you anger growing

can you
stand up for yourself - don't be afraid
watch out for yoursefl - don't be afraid
close up your fist you are not
afraid

don't know how it began
don't know who said it
don't know who you van trust are they lying
it's hard when you prentend
that they're not pinting
their fingers feel like someones
pushing you

when you feel hurt and afraid
don't show it bothers you
don't give yourself away

(pre chourus)
(chorus)

Don't be afraid - don't be afraid
don't tun, run, run...

(pre chourus)
(chorus)

don't be afraid

OLD MAN

Never before would he even thought it
take her life away
nothing could give her piece but leaving
careful what you say
he sees the pain
the no one else is seeing
the feels the pain
that no one else is feeling

now you've gone past the point you
cant take
now you've gone past the point you can't
stop all the suffering
stop all the pain

Old man Stop the pain
now your life is staind

Had it been the other way around
there's nothing i would change here
for my sake for her sake
hey it's not a life i'm ending
hold on to nothing i'll set you free

(pre chourus)
(chorus)

go to sleep softly and know this
i'm gonna take away the only thing you've left
because you can't speak to ask
i will send you on your way

it's the way it's otta be
to set her free
take another shot old man
it's the way it's otta be
you know what you are ending

(modified chorus)

it's the way it's gotta be to set her free
take another shot old man
it's the way it's otta be
OLD MAN

PAIN

with every form you come
you surprize me
hypnotize me
with every breath I take
you're depriving, suffocating, choking

now the time has come
when i tell myself
there's nothing more i can take
then you show me
will it matter right now?
if i'm already numb
that's what you do to control me
to control me

so much sadness form me
that's the way i feel
all the madness from me
that's what makes you real
i don't want your pain

with every cut you make
you expose me
cause you know me
with every bottle drink- you can drown me
cause you found out

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

With every form you take
with every cut you make
so much pain

(chorus)

So much sadness
so much sadness
so much
pain

SPEPPIN AWAY

i thought i made it so clear
you made a change in my life
i watched you disapeer
tell you the truth i'm not lonely

now you're steppin way from me
one foot at a time
glad you're steppin way from me
hope it's the last time

cold and lonely

what's you biggest fear?
feeling empty inside
don't want you to come closer hear
i'd hate to say it's just over

(chorus)

cold and lonely - cold and lonely
inside

(chorus)2 times

cold and lonely
cold and lonely

 

HOW WE STAND

how long has it been
it's good to see everything turned out
how we wanted it
how about the friends
we know that caved in
we never stopped we never rested

see me here i'm still standing
see you there i watch you
watch you stand
(repeat)

we face the turbulance
up or down heres the cards that we're dealing with
how come our friends could never read them
you and i have never rested

(chorus)

We'll sleep when we die
we'll sleep when we die

DOWN FROM HERE

the longest day
the longest day of my life
and honestly i'm right on the edge
of decending
big finger point - i'm not afraid
it's starting to be the way
that i want it

tell me - what else left to say?
tell me

don't bring me down from here
me down form here
(repeat)

as simple as a lack of communication
can you tell me? if not the case
then why in the fuck did you judge me
big finger point - i'm not afraid
it's starting to be the way that i want it

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

do you think that
we would forget this?

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

there's nothing left to say
there's nothing left to say

 

SUNLIGHT

was somthing missing
the wall were closing in and
i tried to face them
i tried to face my fears

it didn't matter to me
one more morning's missing

cause i thought i'd never see it
i thought i'd never see sunlight
because i thought i'd never see it
i thought i'd never see sunlight

as shadows close in
the sound of silence screaming
invisible nothing
invisible somthing's here

(pre-chorus)
(chorus)

I just prayed for light
Sunlight
Sunlight

it didn't matter to me

(chorus)

i said i thought i'd never see it
sunlight(4x)

i thought i'd never see it
i thought i'd never see
sunlight

LOST YOUR FAITH

brace for the hit
is it too late?
did you wait undiscourged?
you didn't think
condensending..
was your thick skin cut too deep?
stop depending...
bow your head - accept you fate

you've come so far - don't hesitate

You lost your faith - you know you know
You lost your faith - you know you know
You lost your faith
am i hitting somthing you hate
You lost your faith - you know you know

did they stick it in your face?
drag you down and humiliate
did you change? try too hard
oversompensate
social reject? bow your head
accept you fate

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

are you lost undecided?
with the more that i say...
i will say htis one more time
don't you know that your bothering me

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

GET ME OUT

there is nothing more for me to give
took it all away and walked out again
no matter what you say to me
its what you did
face it - face it
i'm feeling confindent it's going to end
you're crazing if you think i'm staying here
nothing left for me to say
i'm out of here
outta here - outta here

you drive me straight into rage
i can'r waith

get me out of this place i don't wanna be
take me out of this place i don't wanna be
get me out of this place can you here me
get me out - get me out
get me out of here

like a rat you put me in a maze
with every single turn it's only walls i face
leaving me here to die without a trace
face it - face it
i'm taking all the strength I have within
push myself further than i've ever been
and i won't leave withought you knowing this
know this - know this

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

come and get me if you htink you can
i'll be right here where i've always been
i'll be the rat that gets away
i'll be the rat that gets away

life's too short for all your time
to throw away

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

WHAT

within this hour he'll be higher
maybe more than he has ever been
won't be his last time
he lights the fire to pretend
this is somthing that will never end
too tired to wait for tomorrow

what - takes him away
gives him breath to say
what - not a thing
just a lesson for another day
(repeat)

he hides in shadows from his silence
in the dark he fools himself again
won't be his last time
he faces nothing his comfort in a place
that he has always been
when he comes down he can't remember

(chorus)

say when
say when
say when
(repeat)

time- he wants some
time- he needs some
time

(chorus

CLOSER NOW

what's the matter with you?
can't you face me?
i can't imagine the things that you're thinking
never mind you apologies... come ...

are we closer now?

Wait... your nothing but a trick
with your selfish ways
your nothing but a trick
and i'll see you fade

what's the problem now do you hate me?
i can't imagine the way
that your feeling
so much animosity... come

are we closer now?

(chorus)

are we closere now?

(chorus)

you're nothing but a trick
you're nothing but a trick
are we closer now?

PERFECT SELF

settle down you all
can't you hear the footsteps
down the hall?
your waiting for the scream
of you concience call
and everyone starts dying

what the fuck is wrong,
i said that i would always
find my way back home
now everyone i love has been left alone
and everyone starts dying

it's you and i
begging for life
it's you and i

Seems like in death
we all become out perfect self
last chance to pray
and rid our self of the pain
(repeat)

help comes when i don't even want it
do you really belieave that i need it
seems like in death i'm alive
(repeat)
(chorus)2x

seems like in death i'm alive
help comes when i don't even want it
seems like in death
do you really believe