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THIS PRESENT DARKNESS
in this present darkness i fall upon broken knees crawl through
weight depression haunted by and unborn ghost i'll never know
your fears never see me in your eyes curse the one that stole
your name from me this is the monster that they create from second
of your conception minutes leading to death sentence will shackle
me and turn eyes red i will constantly endure the pain of your
creation how can i lie awake grace how can i lie awake my love
will stay dead in this present darknes i fall
PAINTING THE WHITE TO GREY
face i am nothing complete by sarcastic taste what a waste i think
i'd rather die wanting never gaining i find myself pondering life
always situations i can never hide crying tears of anger hate
depressed i never know the me never know what to do slit pour
out the life a bottle of the vive a desperate cry for something
else to justify i am in a daze caused by pain a failing force
that wants to change painting the white to grey numb body shivering
blood dripping from the skin painting the white to grey plastic
always drastic vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling
through the attic i know someone out there cares wanting me to
get my head out of the clouds as they think it's time repair the
scars will never clear i'll never be the same little one with
hopes of one day being sane might have tried before but i locked
the door i just need a reson to unlock it i am in a daze caused
by pain a failing force that wants to change painting the white
to grey numb body shivering blood dripping from the skin painting
the white to grey cutting popping i know i'm not the definition
of your model i'm always dropping dying or crying i rarely find
the relevence of in always competing or trying.. so i guess i'll
take dying i need to fell th eshame of what it was that i did
painting th ewhit to grey my life summed up in one brush cold
in the back of a pupiteer bathroom floor that i swhere i tried
to make it clear that is where i tried that is where i tried to
die painting the white to grey
DIVINATION
i always searched for an answer for my convictions a troubled
mind at 15 demonic visions i saw you rape dand beaten who the
hell is this monster that surounds my brain i try to make some
sense of this try to break the mold divination a power i wish
i did not have now i wake with sweat and bood scars of you dad
choke i wake from this nightmare to find it's the truth tell me
now father what did we do i'll never understand your actions ...
never speak to you don't try and correct your mistakes never trust
in you fake f***er fake father die.
SPHERE
crawling back up from thefloor now i look above me and there you
are i see your smiling face so pure it's gold reaching your hand
out to touch mine perhaps all i needed was you smile a nice compliment
or two where were you a few weeks ago when i was wnating to, wanting
to die i felt so worthless but you saved me watching me almost
fall under you were with him i was with her wanting each other
more than life a kiss away form being perfect cry out you're watching
over me and i can't be with you all i wanted was to end me now
to be in love with two i hate my thought now i'll leave her alone
to live in bliss you're my savior my dream come true i am not
happy unless i am with you can't you leave him and forget about
it no try ing to figure out a way to escape i'll lick your wounds
i''ll heal your sores i can never face the past cause it's erased
not together i felt so sick inside death will come very soon i
fear as we drift away picture me dead would you cry
LEND A HAND
your ArE god's most beutiful creation from this moment I set my
eye upon you i knew i wanted to be near to feel your arms wrap
around me and to share myself with you would be nothing but ecstasy
knowing you will make me whole again then she said no i cried
out to help youmy freind who does nothing but love i watched you
high i watched you low never falling too far i am glad to have
been here to help you get through here i know didn't fulfill but
i helped somehow i'll take your pain create with me chim was way
for you to breathe i hope it was enough to help you through htis
war called love take our hand before you leave one more time reaching
our dreams we feel incomplete i know one day you'll solve that
mystery and make them feel the way you did me lend a hand to you
my freind, ae
Sorry I don't have lyrics to Empty or Silence they aren't in the book.